I feel... weary. Not tired physically, but emotionally. I mean, I still felt good many times today, and not so good a few others, but my default feeling at the moment seems to be "drained". It's been a roller coaster of a week. That being said, if given the opportunity I would go back and do it all over again without changing a thing.
Okay, so maybe that's a lie. I might adjust my timing a bit to avoid some unwanted romantic advances by some freshmen who never seem to quit, and maybe I would study for that chemistry quiz. But in regards to the big events, I wouldn't try to change them.
I'll be attending not one, but two parties tonight, so no rest yet. This'll be fun. I mean that.
Friday, November 30, 2012
Thursday, November 29, 2012
A Place to Think
Right. This is the first time that I've tried my hand at blogging, so we'll see how this goes. Of course, it doesn't really matter what any of the Internet thinks about this blog, because it isn't for you. It's for me.
Perhaps I should explain, if only for future reference. A few of my friends have been writing blogs recently, and it seems to help them sort out their thoughts. And thoughts are a thing that I've been having a lot of, recently. Thoughts and feelings and more thoughts and worries and even more feelings, all getting twisted up in one another. I need a place to think. This'll do.
First, I suppose I should address the event that really prompted this blog's creation. I lost somebody tonight. Not completely, and maybe not forever, but the loss is still there. And it hurts. Not unbearably, but the hurt is there, and I don't know what I'll do with it. But I also feel happy for her. Happy that she did what's best for herself. And I feel other, deeper things. Feelings that I don't have a name for.
These nameless feelings are not going to get the better of me, though. She, is a wonderful, fantastic, amazing girl, and we're still friends, and those feelings will not get in the way!
Well. That did help. Me, anyway. Maybe it helped you, too, Internet? Who can say? That's all. Goodnight.
Perhaps I should explain, if only for future reference. A few of my friends have been writing blogs recently, and it seems to help them sort out their thoughts. And thoughts are a thing that I've been having a lot of, recently. Thoughts and feelings and more thoughts and worries and even more feelings, all getting twisted up in one another. I need a place to think. This'll do.
First, I suppose I should address the event that really prompted this blog's creation. I lost somebody tonight. Not completely, and maybe not forever, but the loss is still there. And it hurts. Not unbearably, but the hurt is there, and I don't know what I'll do with it. But I also feel happy for her. Happy that she did what's best for herself. And I feel other, deeper things. Feelings that I don't have a name for.
These nameless feelings are not going to get the better of me, though. She, is a wonderful, fantastic, amazing girl, and we're still friends, and those feelings will not get in the way!
Well. That did help. Me, anyway. Maybe it helped you, too, Internet? Who can say? That's all. Goodnight.
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