Pillow Talk

Well it's been about a month now,

Since I had to let you go.

And as for why I wonder

If I'll ever really know.

But I've woken up each morning,

And I've felt something was wrong.

They all say it gets easier,

But I've missed you all along.

But I'm okay, I'll be alright

Is what I tell myself in bed at night.

I lie awake and think of you,

Of what we had, what we could do.

But it's over now, your hearts behind a lock.

I'm the only one who hears this lonely pillow talk.

So I go on with my business

And see you from time to time.

Though more often than you're in my sight,

You are often in my mind.

And every time I'm near you,

There's so much I want to say,

But I never find the words,

And I always seem to fade away.

But I'm okay, I'll be alright

I lie while lying in my bed at night.

I've nightmares, and I've dreams of you,

Of what we had, what we could do.

But it's over now, your hearts behind a lock.

I'm the only one who hears this desperate pillow talk.

Now I'm looking towards the future,

And I'm scared to be alone.

You said you'd never really leave,

But you must care for your own.

I just don't know where we stand know,

What is gone and what's still real.

But there's no way could fight it,

Because it's the way you feel.

But I'm okay, I'll be alright

As I picture us in bed at night.

I cry and smile, remem'bring you,

And what we had, what we could do.

But it's over now, your hearts behind a lock.

I'm the only one who hears this mental pillow talk.

And I've woken up each morning,

And I've felt something was wrong.

They all say it gets easier,

But I've loved you all along.

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   A piece I was moved to write last night after the bonfire.  I've included a link here if anybody would care to hear a robot play it:

http://www.noteflight.com/scores/view/73e01d0573d6ed1a467353769474446fb78a9bfb
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