A Crisis of Reality

     Getting friend-zoned sucks.  I mean, its not like I didn't know that I was in the friend-zone before, but... confirmation is not fun.  My life seems to be going through a cycle of high's and low's recently, and if you haven't guessed, right now is not one of the high points.  Of course, as low's go, this isn't the worst of them, either.  I'm not feeling hurt so much as a depressed acceptance.  Looking back on our time together, I'm beginning to question whether there ever really was any connection, not physically, but emotionally.  Have I just been deluding myself for the past month?  I really, really want to know.  Do you feel romantically attracted to me at all?  Or should I just give up hoping?  Gods, love is hard.